Long time no see

It's been a while since I've posted.  I apologize. Life has been rather unexciting. Just thought that I'd let you know that I am still alive. 

School breaks are like fire, good and bad. 1. I like being off school and sleeping in late

2. I hate havin nothing to do and too much time to think

Happy Turkey Day!

Been a long time since I've had a family thanksgiving. Feels good to be with my family! 

I am done letting life pass by. I am taking it by the balls. This is my life, I'll do with it as I please.

The Future begins today

It seems strange to think about, but I graduate in a few months. All my friends will be going off to school around the world. I've even gotten accepted into a few good schools. I am not sure if I want to go to college though. Not in the normal aspect. My own personal hell would be four years of college and a desk job.

I feel as if I am called to do more.

I don't know if it's God or something else. All I know is that my future is not going to be found at college. I want an education, don't get me wrong. I want to be a journalist and to study anthropology and sociology. I just don't think my life path takes me there quite yet.

I want to help people. I want to make a difference in the life of people. I think my ultimate goal would be to work with young girls. I know what I want to do with my life. I know my strengths. I believe that I could make a difference in the lives of girls somewhere, whether it's in the US, the Bahamas, Africa, I don't know.  But I feel that if I could share my knowledge and experiences then maybe I could help someone. Maybe I could stop some girls from ending up in the same places I have been.

I am not sure how the rest of my senior year will look, or where next year will take me, but I guess this is where I take my leap of faith.

Sitting in the Freeport airport waiting for my flight back to the states. Less than excited for this. This trip only reenforced that Freeport is home. Moving to the Bahamas was the best thing that happened to me, crazy enough. I have grown and changed (for the better) because of living here. I really don't want to go back to the cold. But we all must except our fate. Bye island life. I'll return to you.